I do not like my state of mind;
I'm bitter, querulous, unkind.
I hate my legs, I hate my hands,
I do not yearn for lovelier lands.
I dread the dawn's recurrent light;
I hate to go to bed at night.
I snoot at simple, earnest folk.
I cannot take the gentlest joke.
I find no peace in paint or type.
My world is but a lot of tripe.
I'm disillusioned, empty-breasted.
For what I think, I'd be arrested.
I am not sick, I am not well.
My quondam dreams are shot to hell.
My soul is crushed, my spirit sore;
I do not like me any more.
I cavil, quarrel, grumble, grouse.
I ponder on the narrow house.
I shudder at the thought of men….
I'm due to fall in love again.
Leave a guest comment (subject to review)
Comments
-
YES YES YES
Yes! -
-
Self doubt, self hatred even, then, at the very end, the why "I'm due to fall in love again". Beautifully crafted.
-
Dead on honest assessments.Melted with humor.She weaves a fine thread of facts weather true or not in this.I adore the lady's soured chasm.
-
Another one of my favorite Dorothy Parker's, I hate that i know this feeling. Such a well formed poem. Typically Parker, with a great build-up and then the knife point. Gotta love it
Ladie



