I was afraid of Fear,
Not of the foe;
And when I thought that those I hold most dear
My craven soul would know
And turn away ashamed, who praised before,
Ashamed and deep distressed to find it so,
I was afraid the more.
Lo, when I joined the fight,
And bared my breast
To all the darts of that wild, hellish night,
I, only, stood the test,
For Fear, which I had feared, deserved then,
And forward blithely at the foe I prest
King of myself again….
