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Now I Become Myself

Now I become myself. It's taken

Time, many years and places;

I have been dissolved and shaken,

Worn other people's faces,

Run madly, as if Time were there,

Terribly old, crying a warning,

"Hurry, you will be dead before—"

(What? Before you reach the morning?

Or the end of the poem is clear?

Or love safe in the walled city?)

Now to stand still, to be here,

Feel my own weight and density!

The black shadow on the paper

Is my hand; the shadow of a word

As thought shapes the shaper

Falls heavy on the page, is heard.

All fuses now, falls into place

From wish to action, word to silence,

My work, my love, my time, my face

Gathered into one intense

Gesture of growing like a plant.

As slowly as the ripening fruit

Fertile, detached, and always spent,

Falls but does not exhaust the root,

So all the poem is, can give,

Grows in me to become the song,

Made so and rooted by love.

Now there is time and Time is young.

O, in this single hour I live

All of myself and do not move.

I, the pursued, who madly ran,

Stand still, stand still, and stop the sun!

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  • Aries
    March 4
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    Wonderful

    To me it speaks of getting wisdom, our mistakes, how
    our thinking changes as we get older gather knowledge
    How often do we say 'if only I knew then, what I know now'

  • Stirrer of Stardust
    November 5, 2008
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    This piece invokes a soft sort of wonder, in this reader at least. The imagery, such as the shadow on the page, has a wistful sense. Feeling the weight and density of her own body made me much more aware of the gravity encompassing mine.

    A well written piece, written as if it belongs to all and no time.

    Sincerely,

    ~ Janet ~

  • oneluckygirl
    August 18, 2006
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    So purely Sarton -- a mix of strength, energy and doubt, all thriving within a subdued energy that resolves and resounds.

  • pegleg4468
    March 22, 2006
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    *Awesome*

    I wish i could write something that amazing. the way it flows is great

  • x Charlotte x
    March 21, 2006
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    GREAT

    i love this...the words and message behined them is great


  • January 12, 2006
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    Seems you have found your own essence in your journey to you.

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